Kuya, I wish you a Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!
I just want you to know you have always been in our thoughts and prayer. I just want to say, "thank you always" for your love and affection you have for me and the rest of our family.
I just want you to know, I appreciate you and always will be grateful to you for being there for us, as long as I can remember. Though you may be far away, but you are always in our hearts and prayer.
Christmas is never going to be the same, without daddy. Now that he is gone, I wish you can celebrate
Christmas more with us, you know. Not to mention it's too lonely not having you around with us at this time of year.
Christmas more with us, you know. Not to mention it's too lonely not having you around with us at this time of year.
I don't know why, but Christmas somehow gave me that sudden overwhelming feeling knowing I'm never gonna see daddy again. I just miss him terribly. It just brought memories of his passing like it only happened yesterday.
I miss him so much more than words can say...
Although I know I just have to always remember that he is now with the Lord, and he is now in a better place, where there is no more pain and sorrow. I know these are just all temporary feelings, like the highs and lows of the season,--feeling blue. I just have to hang on to the good memories I have with daddy... I just have to live and embrace life one day at a time.
All I know is, we just have to be strong in the Lord and for each other and live life the way He wants us to live. Not according to our plan, but God's plan in our life.
Despite of everything, I am still putting all of my fears and hope in the Lord, who is in control of everything.
Please Kuya, take care of yourself and we will always continue to pray for you. Hopefully, next year we can all be together again.
We love you so much, Kuya Alan, and may God's hand stretched forth upon you right now and be blessed abundantly, and may He give you peace, joy, love and and most of all, keep you in His wings of protection, always. Merry Christmas, Kuya, and a Happy blessed new beginning!
Big tight hugs to you, we love you soooooo much!!!
Love you always,
Josh, Ellen and Jamie, mommy and Roy
